there goes summer.........

just like that, summer is over. I haven't had any time to be here posting with 4 kids home for the summer. There were many milestones during our laid back summer of fun. Lazy days at the pool, exploring the woods in the yard and hanging out with friends. We had teeth lost, training wheels expired, swimming without floaties, a triumphant goodbye to diapers (HOORAY!) and much, much more. It seemed like everyone grew up alot, and although I wish I could bottle some of this innocent childhood, the memories of it ARE bottled, very close to my heart. Even if my scrapbooks aren't perfect and there is sand piled by the back door, I won't doubt for a second that we were living this good life in the very best of ways.

And so....off they went to school this morning for the first day. I have a FIFTH grader, second grader and kindergartener. They pleaded with me to let them ride the school bus after years of me driving them back and forth. I can't say that I was ready for it, and I didn't WANT them to want to, but a small part of me felt good about the fact that they had more confidence than I do to let go just a bit. Since I cannot tell a lie, I will admit that I put them ON the bus, then got in my car and followed right behind it all the way to school. All 20 minutes of it ;) They all did just great, and I know I won't feel the need to do that again. But hey......I was one of SIX moms behind the bus!!!!

I am so proud of all of them marching into their new classrooms with eagerness and a smile. Even Andrew who is starting kindergarten just yelled "BYE MOM" as the teacher led them back to his room. I am amazed that my young son has the presence of mind and spirit to confidently walk into the unknown with such comfort.

And so, another change of seasons brings about the changing seasons of life. It is fitting that the air was crisp and cool this morning and the leaves are starting to change color. (Just this past weekend was HOT!) The only thing we can count on really is that change is inevitable. The most we can do is hope that we have the spirit to guide us and comfort us through that change. That we have nurtured ourselves and our families with the right amount of love and guidance to stand alone when we need to, but cherish the important people in our lives. It is an equally humbling and amazing adventure, this role of parenthood.

I quietly spent the day with my littlest princess, who seemed a bit out of sorts today. Part of me thinks that she is adjusting to this change in her 2 year old brain, and isn't sure what to make of it. She has enjoyed the alone time, and the time with ALL the toys to herself, but has asked several time where her sissies and brother are.

What an amazing blessing they all are.

Mel